21/7/10

 

hey

i really only post now days when there is something to talk about :)
there isn’t that much at the moment accept i think i like another guy.
basically everything is about guys in my life, oh they joys of being a teenage girl :)
well he is amazing, funny and one of my best friends, he does have some baggage though, baggage which means most of my friends don’t like him very much :(
He cuts himself, and had really bad issues with drugs. he is the bad boy
i like him but i don’t know what to do, tell my friends about him, tell him that I like him or just stay friends
decisions decisions

toodles :)

2/7/10

hey there

haven’t posted in ages but I have been trying to get to a point where I’m finally happy with myself.
I am once again single, I dumped him for certain reasons, he was just meant to be a friend nothing more and we are both ok with that :)
Me and my mother are on good terms, my father just doesn’t matter anymore.
I have the most amazing friends ever and i don’t think i can complain about anything.
I played trombone for orchestra day today :) it was amazing.
It like nothing matters but the music, each individual instrument has its piece and it wouldn’t sound right without it. Every little but counts :)

And here is just a little something to think about

"we stopped looking for monsters under our beds when we realized , they were inside of us"